I’m crushed, I’m broke. My walls keep tumbling down. I can’t breathe, it hurts. I’m reaching for air to wheeze. My life, it’s gone. There’s no room left for me. The key, I need to let me free is no where left to be seen. He’s gone because of me, the idiot I was apparently meant to be.
Why can’t I just be me, instead of this this drunk emotion controlling every move I make. Turning me into this fucking bitch who is fucking fake. I’m sick and tired of everything I break, I don’t mean too, I love you for fuck sake. God please forgive me for all my mistakes, you’re my only hope to forgive me and to keep me awake.
Heaven is a place on earth with you, i just hope one day you’ll think of me that way too. I will continue to strive through this storm of disaster, to make this right again. And bow down to your feet, the one and only headmaster.